Michael Jackson’s daughter Paris opens up about her relationship with her father and his demise.

According to sources, she expressed her pain of losing her father in an interview. “They always say time heals. But it really doesn’t. You just get used to it. I live life with the mentality of ‘OK, I lost the only thing that has ever been important to me,” she said. “So going forward, anything bad that happens can’t be nearly as bad as what happened before. So I can handle it,” she added.

Paris has more than 50 tattoos, out of which nine of them are inked as a reminder of her father. “He’s brought me nothing but joy. So why not have constant reminders of joy?” she stated.

Paris, 18, revealed that she was only 11 and her older brother Prince was 12 when the two of them lost their father. “I just thought his name was Dad, Daddy,” she said. For Paris, her father was her world. “We didn’t really know who he was. But he was our world. And we were his world,” she stated.

Paris voiced her concern about her father’s pain as he used to cry to her at night. Michael had confessed to his daughter that people hated him and that they were after him. “My dad would cry to me at night,” she said.

“Picture your parent crying to you about the world hating him for something he didn’t do. And for me, he was the only thing that mattered. To see my entire world in pain, I started to hate the world because of what they were doing to him. How can people be so mean?” she added.

“He would drop hints about people being out to get him. And at some point he was like they’re going to k-i-l-l me one day,” Paris stated about her father’s demise.

Paris strongly believes that her father was m-u-r-d-ered. “It’s obvious. All arrows point to that. It sounds like a total conspiracy theory but all real fans and everybody in the family knows it. It was a setup” she said.

Paris hopes to find justice for her father.